It feels like rainy season but 20 degrees too cold here in Germany. I loved this quiet time of the year in India. Here it is just a moment. Next week there will be sunshine again and people will feel the need to spend as much time as possible outside. People will even feel guilty when they have not spent enough time outside since the weather isn’t nice every day and summer is short.

Seven years back in Cologne, such an interesting time. I have reconstructed my interface to an extent that nobody really notices. Nobody really wonders. People are too busy. Me too. I don’t have time to wonder about where other people may have been. But I do recognize people who have been to the same realms. And just now, as we are facing meta-doom and atomic bombs and Elon Musk owning Twitter… There is not much more sanity to lose. This is the place I find hope. Maybe we will establish something new once there is nothing left to lose.

I wish people would somehow put out (and in) their feelers and really feel the feels. Ride the emotional wave. Allowing the nervous system to de-charge. But feelings are so dangerous in a world where you have to be ready to run another race any minute. We could have peace. No fucking kidding, people. WE. COULD. LIVE. IN. PEACE. This leads me to the question, ‚are psychopaths really born psychopaths?‘.